Completely unexpected n fu**g life is!

Generally i don't write abusive words here,but the fact is m using right now!unexpected n f**g,they have given me transfer,for first three year!three year,three critical-initial years of my life m going to spend in the fuck town Bhilwara,any way ony one thing can console me,that buri chizon k piche hamesha acchai chipi hoti hai.bus literally m crying but can't help!god please help me,plz god plz. N this time only i feel that m going wrong,m wrong somewhere,my karma's are not good n that's why i am suffering,n suffering a lot!b'coz i make some one suffer,m playing with some one's emotion,sentiments n that's m getting punishment for that,yeah that's true!n most important i know who is that?tum jab bura kar rahe hote ho to apane sath accha hone k ummeed nai kar sakte!