I don't know..what's going to happen with me in 2014.It was the very first day, was in Goa with best pals , wondering on beach..but deep inside there was just a hollow...somewhere mourning for something.....sitting on some rock ..idly watching the waves..coming n going ..asking God for the purpose of my existence, my nonchalance ... I use to say there are some questions, better not to be answered....but i again started to ask those questions to Almighty.....Why me? why me ?..........And the soul gives me the best answer ..you are the chosen one ....
Just to cajole yourself..make yourself pleased...what's the purpose of my existence..just to wonder here n there in dusky desert of Rajasthan n earn some money...just to satisfy your social needs..where m I, just loosing my life , loosing my time..beginning of this year, i started to think abruptly about my life..started t feel like am in shackle, n wanted to break these shackles..i wanted to quit , quit this Job...this freaking bank...this freaking job...where m chained ...
Sometimes i feel like crying...but can't...i have to keep the promise..i see all around of myself, there is no one ..no one..m alone in this creepy desert....searching for just a drop of water..alas ..I lost everything, want to quit..just want to be home..in the arms of mom....crying like a newborn ...
So this is the starting of 2014...In the branch too , i feel , it's full of selfish person, everyone having their own reasons...n m having to no one to share a bit of it...it's only 22 days n m doomed...how's it gonna rest of 2014...please 2014 have mercy..be good...for God's sake !
Just to cajole yourself..make yourself pleased...what's the purpose of my existence..just to wonder here n there in dusky desert of Rajasthan n earn some money...just to satisfy your social needs..where m I, just loosing my life , loosing my time..beginning of this year, i started to think abruptly about my life..started t feel like am in shackle, n wanted to break these shackles..i wanted to quit , quit this Job...this freaking bank...this freaking job...where m chained ...
Sometimes i feel like crying...but can't...i have to keep the promise..i see all around of myself, there is no one ..no one..m alone in this creepy desert....searching for just a drop of water..alas ..I lost everything, want to quit..just want to be home..in the arms of mom....crying like a newborn ...
So this is the starting of 2014...In the branch too , i feel , it's full of selfish person, everyone having their own reasons...n m having to no one to share a bit of it...it's only 22 days n m doomed...how's it gonna rest of 2014...please 2014 have mercy..be good...for God's sake !
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