Once again started to feel isolated, alone aloof and abandoned.Yup and that's for true.How long you hold you emotions... month or more...it's almost a year...feeling lyk abandoned ...somewhere in this cruel world.....there is no one to tell me that i needed to tell them the sound of my room's lock..so that they may assure that m home...m safe n m good...I know life moves on that it must...but alas m human ...i can feel, i can cry ......have a heart ....having always in conflict with my brain ......
May be I was not good, never was....got punished for my deeds...or may be the मेरे प्रारब्ध का फल ....may be....I don't know ..how bad i was in my previous birth ....so what..m paying my karma....being punished or being isolated ...may cut my कर्म फल....
what I started to do...i started to be a runaway ...yes exactly this is the best word...m a runaway...मैं भाग रहा हूँ , खुद से और खुद के होने से। i miss my whole days....when i was missed n now m abandoned...abandoned..abandoned....
May be I was not good, never was....got punished for my deeds...or may be the मेरे प्रारब्ध का फल ....may be....I don't know ..how bad i was in my previous birth ....so what..m paying my karma....being punished or being isolated ...may cut my कर्म फल....
what I started to do...i started to be a runaway ...yes exactly this is the best word...m a runaway...मैं भाग रहा हूँ , खुद से और खुद के होने से। i miss my whole days....when i was missed n now m abandoned...abandoned..abandoned....
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