Something abt Lappi

I wanted to buy lappi..but after talking to Amit I felt that it is not my current libility..Some other facts are there ,some othere things are there always to take care in my life and to be handled properly..So after talking to Amit I changed my mind for Buying Laptop....Yeah I thing it's important for me for further processes but not now...
There should be always proper priorities and a human to follow it...And yeah m also in that.....some priorities...Thanks and Thanks a lot mere bade bhai Amit as U have given me the proper direction ...and that's how u handle evry thing .....Thanks buddy..
M happy enough there and I feel no need to worry to take anything serious ......
Life is always troublesome and ...always u have to bear.....and always to suffer not ....in the other case but u have to take it in easy ways....
There is always happiness , evry where and every where u have to love it to find it .....happiness comes with seraching ..and search never ends..
This days m reading lot of books related to spirituality,I don't know why am being attached to God in one way or the other.....But am loving it ...and will love..there are certain person...In which one is Yoganada and finally I got that book..."Autobiography of A Yogi"....a true book...and loving to read it....Another book "Punarnava" written by Hajari Prasad divedi....Hindi at it's peack...pali and sanskrit......I don't know why there was not any interset in my early life..But i feel it's very important to learn "Sanskrit"..janani jagmata.....
Kuch wishesh hain pata nahi kab puri ho payen ..pata nahi kab..life ka real a..and jhanjhat khatam ho jaye to Bhagwat bhakti main gum ho jaun.....bahut jayad realistic nahi ho paata......but sab kuch sahi hai...aur samajhata hun sari duwaein time se puri ho jayen....Khabhi khabhi ghar ki bhi yad aa jati hai ..bat ker leta hun mummi papa se......aur sare log ke liye dua ker leta hun......bus dua hi.....bahut likh chuka ..phir khabhi mauka mila to jaroor likhunga!!!

Banking ..

A small fihght with my senior...
Yup I apologised man....I understood .....it's very wrong habbit!!!and more ...i made embrassed my DGM ..can u believe this!!But this is true!!!I don't know How this happened but happend indeed!!!!

Lappi

Lappi....Pata nahi kab le paunga....TCS ka pf paisa bacaha raha hun Lappi ke liye.....Dell ka inspiron may be next week then ..blogging and orkutting etc....sab chalu and sath main padhai bhi....

Reading the book..Two states..story of my marriagae...by Chetan bhagat

Yeah...
M back from chandwa and wanted to write a lot of things....but it's hard to write something very personal and very sesitive from acyber cafe....A lot of thing happened in my life in last trip to chandwa.....A gap which i wanted to fulfil by some other mean ....i couldn't resist...
any way m here to write abt book....Two states.....Yeah it's very comon love story...But I find great pleasure in it..As reading the books..I felt once again I am in Chennai....Railway Station..Mylapur...ECR ....Mamlapuram and pudducherri....and really i wish I could again At Aurovile once agin...A pretty peace was there....
And really felt .....A love marriage .is realy a complicated one even for high profile fundos such as IIMs and IITians......But that's was not a great mattef of concern for me..as My stori is quite diffrent....Here i also wish i could pen-down my story and be famous..hahhaha anothe wish..na...
But m sure..in a hindu family...they would love my love-story na!!!
A story that has as muc pain as love is....any way it's tough job to quite a multination and become a writer....I wish I will write some Drafts of my story nor...the story of a comon man..in a diffrent situation and ...see wether it's going to work or not.........but that will happen only if I buy a Lappi ...for me!!!!These cafes are fucking me!!!!
Some sort of emotins are for ma'am ..some for deepsikha alos....but not now!!

Can't bear some one tears...

Yeah this is the right thing am cheating some one and cheating deeply. I know what is truth but don't know how to handle it.....I don't know why this happned to me..and this always happens to me
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This really hurts me and it did a lot...a lot of tears and am here to coaxing and cajoling some one....m knowing i am betraying some one..Kisi ke emotions ke sath khel rah hun..but khelata rah ..I don't know waht was on another side but I was always knowing what's in my side..
Any way i can only suggest..be happy where ever u are.....an wherever u need me i wil b always there..but b happy....We al have to manage some what..and we learn to respect God's decesion...

Once again Wo akela pan wo tanhai....

Phir se wahi shunya....Wahi shani wake ekaki and wahi akelapan...
Same feeling sare log ghar ja rahe hain aur main nahi ja pa raha hun..Lg bhi mere bare main pata nahi kya kya sochate honge....Per mujhe bhi lag raha hai kuch dino ki chutti nikalker ghar ho lena chahiye...
Pata nahi aaj kyon ajab sa feel ker raha hun...ek dun wahi tanhai and wahi viranapan feel ho raha hai jaise 14th aug ko udaipur main ho raha tha...
Any way sham ko kuch likha wahi kuch line likhena chahunga...
"Yahan andar ka sunapa bahut paresan karata hai/Ekaki aur tanhai bus 2 hi nam hain jindagi ke/khabhi anadar ki tanhai aur khabhi bahar ka sunapan/bus yahi jindagi hai/sochata hun jab bahar main diwali ki jagmag hogi to andar ek shyah wirana hoga,ek kali andheri rat hogi/pata nahi main aisa kyon ho gaya hun/pata nahi kyon///
Bus aisa hi chalata rahega ..jindagi

Long ago....

Long ago I posted here something and ...as I know ..I can't write any thing when i m not in mood....This time ...m writting.....feeling something diffrent..something blank in my life...every one has a planning for this dipawali ..but i don't..Where to go and why to go? Don't hv enough money to be at home and also not having lot leaves..so i just dropped the plan....
m right now in SBBJ training center..for last 10 days as i arrived here on 5th ..and got a quite a diffrent feeling on 1st day itself.....I just got the emptiness of friendness.....such a foolll..i ma but now it's clear ..how i jv to behave and how i hv to be here.......got the clear idea..
Not spaking to much...yup people are diffrent here. from TCS......many manners..and m trying to accomodate myself here...
people in TCS were all alone ..but they were not interfering in other' life and here..lot of stuff is to enjoy..and..lot of stuff to bu amused.....
A diffrent variety of people m getting here..and perhaps enjoying...