Bahut bura din!

Han yar it was a very bad day for me!kya kahun kabhi kabhi feel hota hai yahi jindagi hai,aur kabhi kabhi to ye bhi ki, jinda rahne ke liye teri kasam ek mulakat jaruri hai sanam!jaruri hai sanam!

Main hamesh hi har jata hun

I know tere pass waqt nahi hota hai, meri kisi bhi bat ke liye tere pass waqt nahi hota
hai, aur tab main dhundha hun...kisi ko bhi , bahut hi naraz bhi hota hun tumse, but kya kahun tumahara ek sms mujhe hara deta hai, .........Main janata hun ki paresan tum bhi ho, and i am to blame for ki maine kabhi bhi kisi paresani me tumahara sath nahi diya hai .....Lekin iska matalab ye to nahi hai ki tum retaliate karo....

when u truely love someone. their mistakes never change your feelings. bcoz its d mind that gets angry ,but d heart still love them....

Sach hai yar I feel it, you can't be angry for a long time to a person whom you truely love..............................................................

Train me hun!

Han train me hun,towards bhilwara,moving towards bhilwara,ma new destination!i don't know how will i able to coop up with life there!jharkhand me tha,apanepan k ek khas mahak sath me thi,apana pradesh apane log.pata nahi kyon jharkhand se itana lagaw hai,shayad ye shabd hi apana hai.i want to serve jharkhand ,apani bhasha bol kar,apano k bich rah kar..man me kai uljhan hai ,pata nahi log kaise honge,jagah kaisi hogi,sab kuch dekhata hun aur paresan ho jata hun....bus ek chiz h khushi de pati hai k,i have to shape my future from here,n shayad sare sapno ko bhi,jindagi ka maksad and sare sapane bhi to mujhe pure karne hain,hain na..aur at last ek ka sath bhi to chahiye jindagi bhar k liye...baran k bare me soch raha tha,jagah acchi,ghar se thoda pass bhi tha n i got Gulshan bhaiya there,yeah ma big brother...same in delhi i din't get anything in forex n C&I,But i got singh sir there,father figure 4 me..n don't know who will be there in bhilwara to fill this gap!plz God send some one.

Yes i did love you Delhi:-)

Standing in front of Delhi station on Ajmeri gate side,i feel u delhi,really i feel you!only 3 months n i started to love you,i don't know why,little repent in my heart,i must get little more time but perhaps u din't like me,n yes would like 2 say that u thrown me out!yes thrown me out!i remember that very first day when i landed here ,on 11th of april,n second day when i was moving towards my office,i thought hell here,but after 3 months i use same word that m leaving this place!Don't want to write more but definately i would miss u delhi,i would love you u delhi,just gv me another chance to stay here!

Completely unexpected n fu**g life is!

Generally i don't write abusive words here,but the fact is m using right now!unexpected n f**g,they have given me transfer,for first three year!three year,three critical-initial years of my life m going to spend in the fuck town Bhilwara,any way ony one thing can console me,that buri chizon k piche hamesha acchai chipi hoti hai.bus literally m crying but can't help!god please help me,plz god plz. N this time only i feel that m going wrong,m wrong somewhere,my karma's are not good n that's why i am suffering,n suffering a lot!b'coz i make some one suffer,m playing with some one's emotion,sentiments n that's m getting punishment for that,yeah that's true!n most important i know who is that?tum jab bura kar rahe hote ho to apane sath accha hone k ummeed nai kar sakte!

Feeling like heaven!

Yes,first drop of rain!jab sari dharti garmi se behal hoti hai..aur barish k pahali phuhar padti hai..aur sath me jab aap apane ghar me ho..han isse bada swargik aanand kya ho sakta hai..lagta hai sari dharti jhoom uthi hai..deve nath nadi k upar khada hun..patta patta buta buta jhumta hua malum padta hai..mano ab bol padenge.."mother nature".

When someone leaves u!

Thanks god,at least after some months,i got time to post something on ma blog with a nice topic also. It's really hurting n hurting,when someone leaves u in the journey of life.This may be ur friend,virtual or real,ur bf or ur gf,may be any one of ur relative,stop here,care m not talking about death. So i was telling it hurts n really hurts.but that happens and usually happens with every one. After that we start to introspect ourselves,finding reason for it,repenting on mistakes,crying that this was nt ma mistake,bhul se ho gayi,n blah blah blah,then we look up their changes,ofcourse on orkut,fb,hi5,hotmail,bebo etc etc,to search only,k wo bhi repent to nahi kar raha/rahi hai,ha ha ha ha,every time checking status caption/updates...really seems silly,bt people do that...loking chances for sympathy or in other words "come back".bt that relly never helps..then deleting all concerned stuffs...again seems bachpana is back....cool that is the the period of suffering..n then,life is normal,now u don't need them,now u don't care for them...so just wanted 2 say why to spoil ur important time for them,who don't care 4 u,n leave u.ak aur chiz sabse important maine feel kiya hai,when u leave some one or someone leaves u,more amazing people waits for u in life's journey..yes that is true..but u have 2 "recognize" them...never care for leaving people..."jati hui bahar ko roko mat n aati hui khushboo ko toko mat,bus ane do"..u will love life.